Day 16- Wow man, that's a lot of chocolate

Half way through the concert my heart starts beating fast and I begin to sweat and breathing heavily. Situated in the standing arena in front of the stage and surrounded by people I try to keep the composer but the instinct tells me to get out of there. I walk fast through groups of people without being able to focus on their faces, suddenly it is all white and sparkling around me,(no these are not light effects). I am about to faint and still haven’t reached the back of the crowd so I stop and knell down for a few seconds to catch my breath. Managing to get some extra strength I stand up again and a minute later finally reach inhabited soil and sit down on the ground. ‘Wow, what the h*** was that about? This never happened before.’

Shortly after R texted and we meet at the back, his knees are sore from standing so for the remainder of the act we stay at the back intercalating seating and standing for our favourite songs. It was a fantastic concert!

Walking around town in the afternoon I pop by Seduced (the new vegan and raw restaurant), in Temple bar. The menu was limited for a Sunday but I must say that the mushroom soup with cashews and the mega apple and ginger juice was delicious. The day passes and no cravings, until I hit the supermarket. ‘wow man, that's a lot of chocolate, 30 Butlers for 8 euros...ahhhh! ’ Boxes of many varieties of chocolates and candy make the first row of the supermarket. I run to the side row and go all around it to avoid seeing it again. 

S called wondering if he could book a massage this evening. I don’t normally work on Sunday’s and massage is not my main activity but for regular clients if I am available I don’t mind. I also give skype therapy sessions which some people find very helpful as they don’t have to travel, although I will never hypnotise anyone over the phone. 

Having known S for a good while, I ask him how is his career as an actor and how are things with his girlfriend. He answers 'Oh we broke up'. 

'Sorry to hear, but you know I think last two times you booked a massage with me you guys had broken up, seems like there's a pattern here. I mean, it is good for my business but not good for your heart!' He laughs and says :' Yeah maybe I need comfort after the breakup, but this time is for good!'  

'Mm i wonder, you said the same last time', I joke as I stamp his loyalty card. '4 more to go and then you get a free session'.